after getting the arctic frog stuff ready for CHA, i was SERIOUSLY unmotivated to scrapbook. i decided to take a break and try again. so, i tried again, and was really bummed to discover that i had no ideas, and the one layout that i did took 2 days, and was fantastically (is that a word?) sucky.
but this one, i did on saturday, on a whim...
and it felt good.
i have also been a little dissapointed with my photography lately...i just don't feel like my composition is as good as it needs to be. but then i remembered that i could crop...HAHA!! i have a problem sometimes with missing obvious things. and i am going to shoot an opening night party on friday for the indianapolis art center. it's pro bono...but if i do a good job, they might use me again. i am scared shitless. but, i keep telling myself that i will be really fucking pissed off at myself if i don't try to make something out of this hobby. i don't want to look back 20 years from now with any "what ifs"....kwim?
these lyrics are running through my head tonight...don't know why, but there they are. i love this band...and this song will always transport me to a certain place (g and i coming back from a show in KY, having fun in the car....nuff said):
children. wake up.
hold your. mistake up
before they turn the summer into dust.
if the children don't grow up
our bodies get bigger. but our hearts get torn up
we're just - a million little gods
causing rain storms
turning every good thing to rust.
i guess we'll just have to adjust.
++ arcade fire
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